There's a hard breeze that's been coming through here for four days. It's quite nice. Feels good when it blows my hair all around..but for some reason it makes me look up at the sky. [silent thank you] I wonder how long it'll last. Seeing as it's been 90degrees and above for a while. Seems like I'm stuck in this pattern..get up..shower..work..store...home...computer...sleep wit daniel..&& repeat. Payday is tuesday so I'ma make sure I buy me something new to do..boredom makes me...blahh. Lol I think I'm bipolar too..cuz like one minute I be all happy...then the next minute I act like I'm mad..but I'm really not..it's retarded or something. && annoying. I needa therapist..living somewhere you really don't wanna be..&& can't do anything about it is a spirit breaker.. But yea..my anxiety attacks have stopped. -sighs with relief. Those are very painful..I've been talking to Jazzi alot lately too..like about her mom && stuff..I prayed for her mom yesterday when I got home..I hope she pulls through..it seems like everyone is having a hard time this year..we always want to be on a new year..but this time we got cheated. Well at least I did. Maybe things will look up towards the end of this year ? hmmph. We'll see. Lol at rickelle "we need to go up to trinity && get some money from brandon, " . -claps hands for him. He has a job. great[/sarcasim] Don't need anything from him. It's been four years now..there's nothing he can do. -moves on. I might get a keypad phone soon..I rly need one..seeing as I text ALOT. Lol I text like every minute.

text message recieved
Text: on her stomach xD

Wow rell's nasty. Mad he say he hooked off his "gf" kiara. Good job. Let's see how long this one's gonna be doh. I am hungry..we have NO FOOD. I'm going to suffer until tuesday..I think I'll go to sonics..I've been reading old blogs today..some were funny..some i was kinda like..idk you know how you read something or is told something && you have like this feeling in your chest..yea I got dat feeling..but hey its entertaining...so now I'ma log on neopets...feed my pets.. maybe play games...then I'ma go get in bed && watch family guy.

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