&& soo..
I was kinda at a point in my life
Where I felt like
Since nothing ever worked
I didn't deserve to be happy
&& I was feeling someone..
But like I would never allow myself
To fully get close to him
&& Then I met this guy by accident
His name is Daniel
&& we didn't talk much at first
Just a hi here a "you're cute" there.
Then one day he skipped sko0l lol
&& we talked all day
&& we've been close ever since
The person in his life wasn't
appreciative && was apparently
blind to what she really had..
I'd compliment their relationship
&& like lowkey roll my eyes
&& say Daniel can do so much better,
lmaooo man..
&& so one day he had an arguement wit
this female.. lawl.
He was so down
I was lowkey happy as shit
But I played it cool.
&& comforted him as I should
&& was there for him
Just enough to let him know I cared
&& so right b4 he got rid of
the dead weight,
he told me he was feeling me
&& I didn't feel obligated to
say it back.. lmao
I bet he thought I didn't feel the same
sorry to him
couldn't tell him then
It just wasn't right
I hadda lowkey sneak my way
Into his heart
Soooooo
he finally got rid of that
trash;*
&& omgah he was crushed
&& I felt for him but
at the same time
my selfishness had me
mentally doin the moonwalk
like yesssssssss !!
I was all dancing in Jazzi's box
She was like dh o.O
LMFAOOOOO omgah
&& so I guess I was
the only one that was
really there for him
Cuz we talked even MORE
wooooo !
deep discussions about
like..
ANYTHING
&& like I was in conflict cuz
He was feeling my girl too
&& so I was kinda blah for a while
I was like omgah
if he pick her I'm leaving
I woulda been like
the most crushed I ever been in my life
Like the few seconds I thought
about it I felt low as shit
=/
Buhhh
On November 8th, 2007
he asked ME
will I always be the reason he smiles
&& I said..
YES
&& omgah I knew ppl would be mad
But like I aint give a fuck !
that's how bad I wanted HIM
Like I aint even care about
the relationships that were lost
Cuz if they were really true;*
they woulda stuck around regardless
&& like being with him made me
see so much shit I never saw b4
So many ppl that were like
BAD for me
&& omgah
I thank god for him each day
He teaches me something new
everyday
I discover something new
that I like about him
EVERYDAY
Thank you to
all the bullshit I been through
wit these wack y! mufuckas
Cuz it led me up to this point that I'm at now
&& wooooooow
it's like the highest peak in the world
&& Im like looking down
on the world
&& I'm smiling
Because

Daniel's holding my hand.

OUTRO™

I love you bby.
Forever && ever.

HAPPY AS SHIT >:o ! LMFAOOO ! OMGAH