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| Sunday, November 25, 2007

Sooo like my mom's been in cali for almost two weeks now...&& dasia is too. && I miss em both. They needa come back soon..I'm so scared of losing my mom. She's down there visiting my aunt Brenda. My mom just recently found out that Brenda isn't her real sister..=/ but that's the only person she had all her life. Her brother was killed by a woman that he broke up with..one of those "If I can't have you nobody can" situations. So I know my mom findin that out tore her apart inside even though she didnt show it cuz she wanna show strength for us. Super stress on her. Brenda was just diagnosed with cancer in her brain..its a tumor. && idk if its malignant or no..but they removed it. && she was back to normal for a couple days. Then all of a sudden she got worse. && now she dont even remember her own kids sometimes...so my mom called the other day && she put Brenda on the phone with me && I cried cuz I had to explain who I was..that shit hurts..but it's kinda odd cuz the only person she remembers all the time is my mom. && my mom knows she needs to come back sooner but she can't leave Brenda. So I'm torn between needing my mom && her needing to be with her "sister" of all her life. So I really dunno wdf to do...sometimes i just sleep all day && get on at 10 at night...or leave && just walk around aimlessly for hours just to think..smh I seriously wanna be somebody else...pathetic I know ; but i dream that im someone else sometimes it helps to ease the pain...im ugh idk why i think like i do. the shit is mad gay man it sux. && I was so caught up in my ish that I forgot my duties to love jazzi && Im sorry if you thought i was ignoring you that wasn't the case smh dead ass. Daniel's been gone for two days..I'm glad cuz smh he needa break forreo forreo. Everyday somebody jockin wdf he does [scraps] or dudes hatin or pickin wit him smh. It's mad retarded. && like wdf I'm mad I miss his touch && never felt it...woah... But yea I'll talk to him soon. I think I needa just go somwhere && scream. I'ma do it today...cuz ughhh god switch me places with someone for a day...ahhhhhh !